So here it is. I am not good at goals nor am I good with will power when there is good tasty food around.
There is so much changing in my life right now, moving as we just bought our own home, working again which I am loving and right now because of the move feeling rather displaced. I am going to see what I can do to nip this weight loss thing in the butt once and for all. I am not just wanting to loose weight, I am wanting to feel healthy again and be able to walk and not get winded after just a few minutes. I have friends offer to go walking etc.. but I feel like an ass when I can't even hold a conversation while walking because I get winded so quickly then feel shameful because I shouldn't be that out of shape.
So every person needs a starting point and I am going to set my start date for September 1, 2011. I say this it the day because that date 2 yrs ago is when my life started to change forever, it was the day that I was told I was loosing my little girl. So instead of allowing myself to keep spiraling out of control, it is time to get my life back and feel good about myself as that is what it takes to keep it going is a good self esteem right??!!??!! Everything else in life is on the positive side but now I have to get there with my weight as well!!!
